The Experience of God
Truth about God
is revealed to humans through personal experience, through the universe and nature, and through divine revelation
that surpasses experience. This section will focus on experiencing God in life.
In many faith traditions, including
those outside of Christianity, there is a concept of a higher Spirit power. Without this concept, life has no
meaning and becomes a purely temporary existence of ceaseless striving and purposeless suffering with an inevitable
end in death. Humans feel by nature insecure, trying to justify and find meaning in their existence. The concept of
death – being reminded that we don’t have to be and will one day cease to be – fosters a continual fear which is a
chronic pain. Life by itself is futile, no matter what we accomplish or accumulate.
Something in the human heart and psyche is yearning for more than this. Human beings with their
potential for fantastic creativity, able to conceptualize amazing ideas and bring into existence incredible
things, as well as being able to display great altruism and self-sacrifice can also experience a great restlessness
and descend to tremendous depths of depravity. Why this paradox? And is there anything behind all this as well as
behind special moments from beyond ourselves – experiences of transcendence or what could be called “moments of
grace”?
Many of us have experienced something that has broken in upon our day-to-day existence in a mysterious
way as a special and undeserved gift. Sometimes we may only realize retrospectively that something special had
occured. These experiences can be positive and extraordinary or negative experiences of limitation in which our
world falls apart and in our powerlessness, we become open to mystery.
The positive experiences of
transcendence and awareness that what is given cannot be attributed to ourselves include interpersonal
love, childbirth, creativity, forgiveness, and the beauty of the world. They also include supernatural protection
when disaster was certain, and special breakthroughs when things come together just at the right time without our
effort.
For example, the love shared by a man and a woman in marriage, or even
between friends, is something profound, undeserved, wonderful, and mysterious. Likewise, experiencing or witnessing
the birth of one’s own child often gives the parents an overwhelming sense of the mystery of life – sensing that
they are co-creators of the new and unique human being with something that is beyond them and that the child is a
special gift given to them.
In creative endevours of any kind, we often sense inspiration – being touched from within and sensing
the mystery of our own being as well as something beyond us which accounts for what we have produced. Other moments
of grace occur when the heart is supernaturally softened and we are enabled to let go of anger and bitterness and
forgive the person who has grievously wronged us. Also, something marvelous and overpowering in nature gives us a
sense of personal smallness and an awesome mystery beyond, which often elicits thanksgiving and
praise.
Experiences of grace in limit
situations include disaster, death, failure, terminal illness, loneliness, and alienation. In these we
come against our limits, yet in this very confrontation are taken beyond ourselves into the mystery of grace. In
our darkest hours, we may, perhaps for the first time ever, cry out for help to a higher power – having exhausted
our options and hoping against hope that someone may hear and answer. And often, there is a sense of being helped,
upheld, and supported. While difficult to deal with at the time, these experiences may ultimately become
life-giving turning points.
If we look around and become attuned to these moments of grace – even in
small, ordinary things and events, we’ll be amazed and indeed awed at their frequency. It is all a matter of
awareness.
(Some ideas adapted from Human Experience of God, Denis Edwards, p. 27-38.)
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